When we all were returning, Vikas asked about my school and college etc etc – you know the usual random talks. I asked him few questions too. He appeared to be friendly and caring. He helped me board a bus back home. And when I was reached home, I was on my bed rewinding the whole day's happening inside my head, the landline rang. Mom told me it was for me. I said hello – It was Vikas. He said he got my number from Radi and he just kept speaking an hour. It always felt good to have a new friend and so yes I felt good that day.
Next day in college he came and
sat near me. Radi was sitting near me the other side. He was talking to Radi
and randomly he used to say sentence like "yeah that was beautiful just
like Ranya", "is it as sweet as our Ranya" and so on. I couldn't
make sense of his random comments and praises about me. This went on for few
days – Maybe I should say 2 weeks. Then one day Radi asked me what I was
thinking about Vikas. I said I like him, he is sweet and caring. He is very
understanding too. She just smiled and said me "you make a good
pair". I was shocked "what?", was all I could ask then. She said
me that it was the truth and I have to understand my own feelings. Maybe yes,
maybe no but I never thought I loved him but he was making me feel special. I
thought I will just let that thought linger in the air. If I really do love
him, I will know it. But he just made me happy and nothing more. I didn't know
to explain but at least I was sure that it was not love.
But the
day came when I had to question my emotions. And it was the very next day that
happened.
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