Dear Diary,
It has been almost a year since I
last spoke with you. I know I had promised you that I will tell you what
happened that Saturday in Beach. But the fact is my entire life changed that
day. I was not able to express myself to anyone and I'm sorry I included you in
that list. I didn't mean to avoid you but if I did tell you everything there was
a high chance that people would get to know my side of the story from you. And
I was not sure if people are matured / brainy enough to understand my emotions.
I am alone. But not lonely – I was lonely before few months and even suicidal
but I learnt a lesson. I want to share it all with you. Because now- finally it
is just a story of my past.
Yes that Saturday we did go to
the beach. We played in the water and had fun. There was Radi, Ansa, this guy
Barath and another guy named Vikas. Vikas was someone I had never seen before
but Radi said me he voluntarily asked if he could join us and so she said ok.
There was another reason too, Radi felt he was good looking. I won't deny that
but I won't accept with her statement too. He was just like 'the guy next
door'. In there, Barath proved to be a psycho- we never understood but he
suddenly started a fight with a friendly auto driver and in the beach he was
near a log of wood striking his fist hard on it many times – when we asked he
just stared at us blankly and never responded. I got so terrified of him and I
prayed god that I should never get a chance to speak with him again.
Now you
must be thinking what could be so life changing and why I am talking about a
new guy now. Yes, Diary the story is about Vikas and me. It all started that
night when we were starting back home.
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