There is this guy… No Please
don't think I have become like them – those girls who go on and on about guys.
But listen because I can tell this only to you. I just can't understand what I
feel but there is this guy. Tall – 6 feet he is, and dark – yes obviously you
know my taste. But handsome? – I don't know Diary but he looks handsome to me
but these girls say that he sucks. Well now that is not the issue. The issue is
1. He
is too moody and lives in his own world – the girls call him psycho but is he?
I am not sure and for now I don't know how to ask why they call him so too.
2. He
speaks with that one silly girl and no one else - Again I don't know why.
I don't have to tell you how I
look or how many guys have approached me and you also know very well that THAT
is exactly why I am terrified of guys and I have never spoken to even one. I
start shivering and I sweat I get this feeling that I am going to be kidnapped.
And you very well know that is exactly why you I have never gone to a shop or
in a bus or even walk down the corridor alone. But for the first time I feel
like looking straight in a guy's eyes and talk to him. But it seems so he is
not interested – not just on me but neither on anyone else except her (Priya).
And she is sort of not a nice person too. Remember the end of first week I told
you a girl almost pushed me down to get the new calculator which was being
distributed and just because the cover was a little damaged she tore the whole
cover and asked for a new calci but was never given. That is the one I am
talking about.
So anyway
I think I like him. But I don't know for sure because I don't have any of those
stupid symptoms these girls were describing. And I don't like his taste. His
dressing is pathetic. So anyway, that is about him. More later – this Saturday going
to beach with Ansa (school mate) and Radi (Radhika), Radi has invited few guys
including him. Let's see if he speaks.
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