I
asked him why he was telling me that, and he asked me sorry and said me a lot
more. He said me the episodes he had been to the prostitute, the worst things
he had done, all the lies he had said me till date. He also said that those
people who called him as friend left him and he was all alone. He said that
there was no one for him and his studies and life was totally ruined and he had
no one to speak to or nowhere to go. I felt pity for him. A very wrong move
from my side.
I
was there to console him and was at his side at that tough phase of his life.
After 3 weeks everything was solved and he was back to college. He had said me
how many girls he had been with in that in between time and the count was close
to 6. And I also noticed that he never changed from a text from some unknown
girl in his mobile. I called to that number and realized that it was a wrong
number call and he had started the conversation and extended it to the point
that that poor girl had proposed him and had begged him to come meet her. She
got her worst nightmare that day and so did he. He said she was the one who
came behind him. Knowing very well about him, I believed neither but I was
completely pissed off.
I
was not ready to break my promise; I shout black mail and give ultimatums that
I'll break up with him, I can’t be even a second with him but I could never do
it. It was so not me but I couldn't stand him too. One day he took me to his place
and acted really bad, once he lost the bus ticket and when people came for
checking he shouted at me on the road and the other time when he came to my
place he repeated the same. He was shouting for nothing at me all the time and
I was the medium to vent out his emotions. And the same happened that day too
and then I couldn't control my temper and burst out really bad.
I
came back home, cried cried and cried. That was the first time in my life I
cried. That was the first time in my life I knew that even I had emotions. He
brought the soft/ girlish side of me out. And from that day on there was no
stop to it. I was no more a strong, independent, fear for nothing girl. I was
no more a hi5 girl who never knew that bad people and bad words never existed in
real world.
And
that was when my school mate came home. She saw me crying, got really angry on
him and took his mobile number from me to shout at him. A week later my friends
took me to T nagar for shopping because the 2nd thing (next to beach) in this
whole world which made me cheer was shopping. And there in T nagar, I saw HIM
with my schoolmate (who took his number from me) hugging and kissing each other
and crossing the road. That was it...
That
was the day I understood what he meant by 'Typical Chennai Girl' - how that phrse has been used in today's world by guys. The day I
understood guys and yes about girls too; The day I understood how this world is. I learnt a lot from
him- To show emotions, to understand cheat, to talk bad, to be strong, to talk
very convincingly and to love. And I learnt never to trust a girl again in my life from her.
I was hurt - a lot by her more than him. Yes
he taught me what true love is by not loving. I understood if anyone does
anything what he did then it is not love. To put it in other way, if anyone
does not do anything HE did then that IS love. HIS mom called me and begged me
to take care of myself and move away from her son and save myself.
There
were times when I used to call him 200 times a day (literally) and I learnt in
love you don’t have to do so because love will make/ want the other person to
talk to you. I used to check his mobile and wallet to know what he was up-to
(because I HAD to). And I learnt Love is to trust and that will happen
automatically if it is true. Love is when lovers can freely tell honestly what
they do, what they feel, offer their personal things by themselves even without
us asking.
Years
flew by and still HE irritates me time to time. But the lessons he had taught
stay intact in my heart. Love is not when the life is amazing in the start but
it is when it stays so till the end. Love is not when we leave someone when we
feel it is not possible but to make it possible even if it is impossible. Love
is not when only one bends and other never does. It is when both bend to make
the complete heart. Love is when we are honest, willing to give and stay,
willing to accept the pain and world for that one person, miss each other every
second and carve to be with each other forever.
Love
is when we respect emotions and value it more than everything else. Love never
brings happiness always, but everything done for love will bring moments which
can be cherished more than life.
I didn't hate love from then on. I wanted to feel the real one. I was ready to fall for it when it was ready to catch me and cradle me. I wanted to be cared, respected, loved and pampered. I wanted to go head over heels for someone and I wanted it to be my very own UNIQUE LOVE STORY. I was ready to wait for my special one. It may technically my 2nd love but IF it happens, it'll be the first/only love that would touch my soul. But for now to simple put Love is everything which HE did NOT do and so I'll never call it LOVE.
I didn't hate love from then on. I wanted to feel the real one. I was ready to fall for it when it was ready to catch me and cradle me. I wanted to be cared, respected, loved and pampered. I wanted to go head over heels for someone and I wanted it to be my very own UNIQUE LOVE STORY. I was ready to wait for my special one. It may technically my 2nd love but IF it happens, it'll be the first/only love that would touch my soul. But for now to simple put Love is everything which HE did NOT do and so I'll never call it LOVE.
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