I wanted to say that he was a changed person but he was not. I realized it when my schoolmate called me and yelled at me for being the worst Girl Friend any guy could have. She also said me not to disturb or bother him and said that it was time he had some peace in his life along with her.
*SHOCK SHOCK *
Flash Back –
And the incident was this – I came to know he bunked an exam after sitting and studying 2 whole days. He had gone back to drink as that was the only time he could be left without overseen. He was completely drunk and had landed up in my school friends’ place whose phone number he had taken from my mobile (I bought a mobile by then) after seeing her in FB (my friends list). He had been talking with him for days and she had invited him to her place. Worst still, he had said her that I was torturing him.
Once the call was cut, the terrace felt to be the easiest option. One full bottle ‘All Out’ and a little jump from my terrace (We lived in a 17 storied building) was the plan. I was there diary, I was really there. The bottle was made empty and I was there on the terrace roof. If not for my dad who pulled me by my hand the exact moment it would have been over. Why I did that I still don’t know. Maybe because I was not ready to take it that I was the worst girl friends or the fact that he was with someone else after everything or the fact that I let myself fall so low for a guy who cheated and bullied for almost one year or because I could trust insane people & believe every single word uttered by everyone?
Whatever the reason maybe, I had to face my parents then.
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