After I moved to the next class, I rarely saw him and I rarely got to speak with him. He had gone to his native for holidays and when he was back I came to know that he changed his phone number. I didn’t mind it or miss him much. But I should have if I did love him right? I didn’t know; I was afraid and angry on myself for cheating my emotions and just staying with him – the right word should be trying to be with him because I promised.
Days went by, it was December at last – On my birthday I expected a phone call from him but he never wished me for my birthday too. So I thought I would ask him directly what was wrong and I went to his classroom which was in the next building (1KM from my class) and waited in front of his class. He never came and then after the weird stares I got from his classmates, I knew something was wrong. I asked Radi, she didn’t respond then I realized including her everyone were avoiding be deliberately. I asked a random girl in that class and came to know that Vikas was dismissed from his hostel because he drank too much and stole his room mates’ mobile phone because he didn’t have money to drink. His parents had come to college. And in the end she also said “I thought you are a girl with too much attitude when I saw you but I never thought you are girl who could have connections with such rouges”. Well now THAT statement explained why I was left alone the whole holidays time and the initial one month in 2nd sem by my so called friends. I was hurt, lonely. But I was strong. I could hear people talk so loudly about me. Every dog has its own day. And so would the Homo sapiens (Me!). I had to wait…
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