Sunday, 15 July 2012

I'll never call it love - part 2


Close in 2 days? it maybe unbelievable to many but it was very easy to me. When I look back even I can't believe how that happened. I had a little crowd of friends in the very first week. There were guys in it too. I became well known in the college very soon. Thanks to my school. And the rumors/expectations from my school people was also tied to me. Well, I never realized all that then. I had few people from my school too and they were very helpful. Though I never trusted anyone, the way I was looked at, the way how guys wanted to come and talk to me, the way how some girls followed me made me feel special.

But the one promise I never did myself though I always wanted to was to keep a check on my temper. That was something impossible to me. I still remember the times I shouted really bad at a whole crowd of guys just because they laughed when I crossed them. And yes that incident made people to dread me. People felt I was egoistic. The same old first impression as always. But I never bothered about the same. It had always been a blessing in disguise to me at many occasions :)

So in the end of 2nd week of my college life we planned to go for a movie. My first ever movie in theatre without parents was Vallavan. It was special. Why? That I'll tell you later :p I also loved beaches - A LOT but the pathetic part was I had never been to one even after 7 years in Chennai. And that was the day I went to beach for the first time. Playing with the water, running along and away from it made me very happy. The most happiest day of my life it was. And also the first time I knew there was a world outside my house. The guys left long before. Even before we went to beach. I wanted to be with everyone and I felt a little bad for the same. But the sea made me happy and that is the only place in the whole worl which has the power to make me happy till date.

Next day in college turned out to be a fight day. I lost my temper as always, shouted at those guys for not making it to the beach. They were shocked and said me that I was just kidding and they even said that I cheated them by leaving them and going to beach. And in communications lab I was asked to talk on the topic 'Movie' and as I hated Vallavan I spoke about that. 

Things went on, Saturday started to be the unofficial roaming day. I always had those 2 gals and those 2 guys with me. And HE was one among the 2. I always liked talking to tall guys and so I used to talk to HIS friend initially but HIS friend said something little pricky once. And knowing my character (the biggest possible feminist and egoist in the earth I was) I stopped talking with him the very same day.

And HE always kept coming to me and talking to me. We used to stand in the corridor, near bus stand, water stand etc and talk talk talk. Hours over the phone, and texts flew across during class hours (from my friend's mobile). It was almost a month and I was shifted to another class. He was decent and friendly to me. He always had loads of stories to tell and I loved to hear to stories. I prefer to be a listener usually. It takes a very long time and trust to be gained to make me talk. And then I never stop. So it was HE who kept talking all the time. 

His balance (888/-) was done in a week. That was the extent to which he used to talk. He used to keep asking about me to my friends and classmates the times I was not with him and every soul in college including few teachers started talking about us. The only thing that was not done was to publish it on the notice board. All knew what was happening except me…

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