My best friend

She treasures every single happiest moment in my life. She holds my smile, laughter, tears, sorrow, excitement, expectation, point of view, curses, hatred, anger, wants and needs. Every minute I want to tell something, share to someone she is always there for me, to listen to me patiently. Every gal's best friend she is and it is her specially cherished personal diary and so is mine to me.

The second I open up everything to her she drains off my emotions and sucks it all inside her and makes me use my brain and take proper decisions in life. Sometimes I get really angry on her because she'll remind me of the old stories I hate to remember and incidents I keep telling myself that it never happened, Sometime I even try to lie to her with a hope that what I said her is what really happened BUT she is really cunning and she knows how to get the truth out of me.

My best friend and worst enemy she is. 14 years with her has made me really matured and brave. She is every gal's dream. Unluckily many can’t possess her as they don't have the independence or freedom to hold her. But I feel lucky enough to hold her close to my heart all these years and always forever.

She has taught me many things no one else can/ none of the books or years of education can. She made my writing speed and skills to grow. She indirectly helped me to achieve my dreams and she is the true friend in need.

She holds pictures of my crush, my first attempt poems, my coin collection, my nature loving pictures, my crafts and origami, my favourite songs, quotes and much more. She is a patient teacher who always encourages me and guides me in everything I do.

Sometimes I think a lot, confuse myself and confuse her too. I lose my temper and shatter her into pieces. But when my anger subsides, my emotions melt down, I need her again and she readily comes back to me. My 'Sh' she is and will be so forever. 

Am sorry for those times when I had/have been very rude to you. But without you my life is impossible. Because you are the only one I open up to and you are the only one in this world who knows me as I'm - the real me.