Power of first love

Maybe it was the worst possible choice. Maybe it makes you feel "was I blind during the whole relationship" Maybe you think " I can't even stand this person for more than a minute, how did I during that whole period?" But then always when you hear a old song, few people from your past, those special moments it makes you feel bad. It hurts you really bad but it never lasts forever.

And days fly by many incidents surface, truth comes out and the same memories make you hate the person, will make you get really angry. The wrath which has the power of making people disappear just by your sight. And even this doesn't last long.

And then the third side of every argument (your side, his side and the third- right side) surfaces. Maybe it was nobody's mistake is what you feel. You try to talk to them. Maybe he deserved another chance. Maybe you could still be a good friend to him. And then you allow him to contact you. You let him to apologize to you. And you accept it.

But then you realize your mistake, that some people can never be given a second chance. And you throw them away. And then they mean NOTHING to you. No love, no like, no pity, no hatred, no memories nothing. 

As days move on, you never even remember that you had memories with him. And sometime someone asks you about him you feel like " who is THAT?" 

True love lasts forever. Pain, mistakes and so called 1st love doesn't.But it has this special power, the power of everyone in this world remembering it and recognizing you by it. And though nothing touches your heart after a point of immense suffering and never wanting it back, the first hello from him still makes your heart skip a beat and tears which follow proves your decision was/ is perfect and will be so forever.